"Did u?"
":)"
"Hmmm ... :)"
"More than once ..."
"Wow! How many?"
"Lost count!!!"
"How was it?"
":)"
"Tell ... I want to know"
"U'll never know ..."
"Hmmm ... but try telling ... I always wonder how is it like"
"Its like ... a roller coaster ride ... sometimes loosing control and wanting to hold on to something"
"Hmmm ... shows from ur claw marks ... cut ur nails next time though" ...
Bus was still speeding along the plains ... all lights off except for the occassional street lights, only when we neared a village. I looked around ... everybody looked like fast asleep, some even snoring.
A little while later, his hands started searching again and broke all the defences. Now, we were going down the ghat road ... I was beginning to feel weight less ... once again to zero gravity ... and my claws cletched his arms ... another roller coaster ride!
Tuesday, May 20, 2008
Thursday, May 15, 2008
Lapping a Dance...
Warning: This is a memoir and may run very long and into a few chapters! Also, if u r under-18 u shud stop right here :)
How do u respond to a "U know what ... u look cuter than all those strippers!" comment? On a cursory glance it looks like a compliment, but being compared to strippers ... nah!I gave him a snooty glare and twittered the edge of my nose to signal disapproval.
'R' is just back from SFO and had his share of adventures there. At my house to deliver the usual chocolates, I troubled him with questions and he ended up telling it all ... strip club, lap dance and a cute stripper!
I picked up another can of tropicana grape from the fridge and offered him. I was actually a li'l curious and wanted to hear the details. Sitting next to him in the couch, I pleaded for more. He explained about the "no touch" rule, though the girls can come quite close and occassionaly touch. I was sitting pretty close to him by now and he looked very excited explaining about the lap dance. He asked me to turn around and told that the girl came close, gyrating with music and even rubbing against his body a few times. Taking the cue, I teasingly moved my hips a little bit and facing no advances from him, took a few steps back to get dangerously close to him and teased him further.
Okay ... lemme give u a li'l background here: The guy is just a friend of mine (infact, I cud call him an ex boy friend's friend) and in some un-usual circumstances he had seen me topless (Guess, I shud write about this too later) ... then a li'l flirting in email/chats ... thats about it.
When he came, I was roaming around @ home in a skimpy dress, a denim shorts and an almost backless red top. He had been an admirer of legs as I've known him and his eyes lit up. As Being the nice Indian girl I am, I didnt want to deny him any pleasures :)
So, here I was wearing a skimpy dress, bare shoulders, bare back, facing away from him just inches away and swaying my hips! A little surprisingly for me, he played along the lap dance scenario and made no advances. I decided to step up and using the arm rest of the couch for support, moved a little closer. This time, I could hear him breathing loudly and it fell right on to my neck. Nevertheless, he still didnt make any move. I kept swaying my hips in what resembles a dance, but my knees were failing me by now. I've started expecting him to move forward, which he didnt do!
I waited a few agonizing seconds, before moving a li'l more closer again and then moved back to the original position. Then once more and back ... I could feel his breath becoming heavier and his face moving closer to me but still he didnt touch. It was getting a li'l too much for me and I decided to step up further. Next time I went a little too close, touching his face with my neck and sending a shiver down my spine. It took me a second to come back to my normal position again, swaying my body inches away from him. I stayed there only for a while before rhythmically moving back to touch him again. By now I was sure that he will not make any moves unless I give him a 'go-ahead'.
.... (To be Continued) ...
How do u respond to a "U know what ... u look cuter than all those strippers!" comment? On a cursory glance it looks like a compliment, but being compared to strippers ... nah!I gave him a snooty glare and twittered the edge of my nose to signal disapproval.
'R' is just back from SFO and had his share of adventures there. At my house to deliver the usual chocolates, I troubled him with questions and he ended up telling it all ... strip club, lap dance and a cute stripper!
I picked up another can of tropicana grape from the fridge and offered him. I was actually a li'l curious and wanted to hear the details. Sitting next to him in the couch, I pleaded for more. He explained about the "no touch" rule, though the girls can come quite close and occassionaly touch. I was sitting pretty close to him by now and he looked very excited explaining about the lap dance. He asked me to turn around and told that the girl came close, gyrating with music and even rubbing against his body a few times. Taking the cue, I teasingly moved my hips a little bit and facing no advances from him, took a few steps back to get dangerously close to him and teased him further.
Okay ... lemme give u a li'l background here: The guy is just a friend of mine (infact, I cud call him an ex boy friend's friend) and in some un-usual circumstances he had seen me topless (Guess, I shud write about this too later) ... then a li'l flirting in email/chats ... thats about it.
When he came, I was roaming around @ home in a skimpy dress, a denim shorts and an almost backless red top. He had been an admirer of legs as I've known him and his eyes lit up. As Being the nice Indian girl I am, I didnt want to deny him any pleasures :)
So, here I was wearing a skimpy dress, bare shoulders, bare back, facing away from him just inches away and swaying my hips! A little surprisingly for me, he played along the lap dance scenario and made no advances. I decided to step up and using the arm rest of the couch for support, moved a little closer. This time, I could hear him breathing loudly and it fell right on to my neck. Nevertheless, he still didnt make any move. I kept swaying my hips in what resembles a dance, but my knees were failing me by now. I've started expecting him to move forward, which he didnt do!
I waited a few agonizing seconds, before moving a li'l more closer again and then moved back to the original position. Then once more and back ... I could feel his breath becoming heavier and his face moving closer to me but still he didnt touch. It was getting a li'l too much for me and I decided to step up further. Next time I went a little too close, touching his face with my neck and sending a shiver down my spine. It took me a second to come back to my normal position again, swaying my body inches away from him. I stayed there only for a while before rhythmically moving back to touch him again. By now I was sure that he will not make any moves unless I give him a 'go-ahead'.
.... (To be Continued) ...
17 minutes!!! - from last years diary
I have had sex before, many times, but those were mostly awkward, silent fumblings in the night that left me more alone than ever...
but this...
every where his gaze landed, I felt signed....
the hot moist kiss on the curve of my throat,,,,
strong sure hands that moved along my thighs to my ankle...
the evidence of his desire...
the painful ache between my legs....
it had never been like this...
this was like.....something inside me broke free and floated away.....
but this...
every where his gaze landed, I felt signed....
the hot moist kiss on the curve of my throat,,,,
strong sure hands that moved along my thighs to my ankle...
the evidence of his desire...
the painful ache between my legs....
it had never been like this...
this was like.....something inside me broke free and floated away.....
Monday, May 12, 2008
Honey!
"Hey ... whats up?"
"Am gud ... how r u?"
"Were u out of town? Tried calling a few times ..."
"Hmmm ... cell was out of charge!"
"Okies ... had dinner?"
"Yup ... U?"
"Yeah ... what did U have?"
":) ... Fruit bowl with honey! :)"
"Ha ha ... honey having honey! ... I luv honey too :)"
":)"
"U have more stock?"
"Hmm ... I guess so"
"Cool ... when do I get it?"
"Hmm ... U know am a busy person .. lemme check my calendar"
"U dont seem to be busy now ... or r u?"
":)"
"So ... where do I pick up my honey?"
"U know where ... dont U?"
"Ok ... be right there :)"
"Ok :)"
The green dot turned grey ... and I closed the lappie too ... half an hour atleast for me to pack the honey :)
PS: Toast with honey is gud for breakfast and I luv it!
"Am gud ... how r u?"
"Were u out of town? Tried calling a few times ..."
"Hmmm ... cell was out of charge!"
"Okies ... had dinner?"
"Yup ... U?"
"Yeah ... what did U have?"
":) ... Fruit bowl with honey! :)"
"Ha ha ... honey having honey! ... I luv honey too :)"
":)"
"U have more stock?"
"Hmm ... I guess so"
"Cool ... when do I get it?"
"Hmm ... U know am a busy person .. lemme check my calendar"
"U dont seem to be busy now ... or r u?"
":)"
"So ... where do I pick up my honey?"
"U know where ... dont U?"
"Ok ... be right there :)"
"Ok :)"
The green dot turned grey ... and I closed the lappie too ... half an hour atleast for me to pack the honey :)
PS: Toast with honey is gud for breakfast and I luv it!
Sunday, May 11, 2008
On our last night ...
Watching him glued to the TV, I felt lazy to get out of the bed ... IPL has just started and I didnt think he'll get out any time soon. It was getting late for me though ... to pick up my stuff and leave.
He gave me a few glances in between almost asking "R u not going?" and seeing that I am not picking up the clue, he even looked at the watch once ... Aahh ... I gotta get up now ...
So there ... I got up ... looked around for my cloths lying around and picked them up from all over the place. This may be the last time am doing this and tomorrow my place will be taken over by her!
A little later I was ready with my hand bag and gave him a last smile. He pointed to the hair band lying at the table. Yup ... I shud not leave any traces behind... I picked up the hair band and had a final look around to make sure that there are no more traces ... and turned to him again!
"When is she coming?"
"10"
"Its already 8" ... I looked at my watch ... "I better leave!"
"Shud I drop u?"
"Dont make false promises" ... I smiled "I will say yes"
His face turned white and he came forward to hold my hands ... Sorry ... dont offer anything that u cannot keep up ... I didnt want another awkward moment and turned around to leave ... Looking behind may slow me down and so I didnt ... it was better to keep moving ... The last few days were fun ... but its all over now ...
He gave me a few glances in between almost asking "R u not going?" and seeing that I am not picking up the clue, he even looked at the watch once ... Aahh ... I gotta get up now ...
So there ... I got up ... looked around for my cloths lying around and picked them up from all over the place. This may be the last time am doing this and tomorrow my place will be taken over by her!
A little later I was ready with my hand bag and gave him a last smile. He pointed to the hair band lying at the table. Yup ... I shud not leave any traces behind... I picked up the hair band and had a final look around to make sure that there are no more traces ... and turned to him again!
"When is she coming?"
"10"
"Its already 8" ... I looked at my watch ... "I better leave!"
"Shud I drop u?"
"Dont make false promises" ... I smiled "I will say yes"
His face turned white and he came forward to hold my hands ... Sorry ... dont offer anything that u cannot keep up ... I didnt want another awkward moment and turned around to leave ... Looking behind may slow me down and so I didnt ... it was better to keep moving ... The last few days were fun ... but its all over now ...
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